Wednesday 21 May 2014

Don't hold onto sadness.

I've been dreaming of escape lately. Really, who doesn't? The comfortable, I guess. I want to move to Europe and be artsy. I want to make art. I came back to this blog today. I don't really know what to do with it. I felt as if it needed to go though, or at least have a makeover. And I found out just how easy it was to let go of pain and also, at the same time, how easy it is to come back to it. Letting go - such a beautiful notion. It's such an important thing to do every now and then. Don't hold onto sadness, my friends. Letting go of all those sad posts, words like "useless" and "lonely" spat out onto a webpage, was easy mostly because blogger allows you to select all your posts and with a click of a trashcan, they'll all be gone. Also, I don't think I was really thinking it all through. And another major factor was that all these problems were all so highschool. There was nothing really all that wholesome here. Again, just words like "useless" and "lonely" spat onto a webpage. I don't know what to do with this blog anymore, but we shall see. Thank you to all those who read this blog and supported me. I no longer feel useless. I'm lost and I'm sad, but I am not useless and I am not alone. I will find my way.



Goodbye.